I dont know what to say... but it always about a word that come from deep of my heart. I'm not lying. I want him but at the same time I'm really not sure that I really want him. I feel upset when he not reply my word. Do I did wrong? I just hope he can answer back but he left me with hopeless. It really hurt me. In my entire life I just want him in my side to share our love and joy together. I know the reality one is NO.